Wednesday, May 21, 2003

haihz... today was... ok day lah but felt so slack... which i was lah but still... first like sch ended early today... den i din go for trg so had nothing to do after sch... i thot maybe could go watch noks match budden the bus leaving while i in class so din wanna miss chinese so i din go in the end... saw him for a short while tho while me and brudder went to "return the temp book" during gp hehe... we also went toilet and canteen and just strolled arnd lah... gp super sian manz... mrs leow is super wad lah... she totally just doesnt care abt wad we say... just wants so say her own peice... shes crap lah... i hope we can get a better gp teacher nxt yr... kor always enjoyed his gp lessons... and i hate mine haha... oh wells... i think at this rate my a1 is kinda flying away... i always remeber wad stella told me... tt my grammar is going down the drain... ill be really sad if my eng fails me cos i know my chi cannot make it... like got back the chi common test today... and like just passed... 53% lor... was kinda disappointed cos i was hoping ill do better... just not used to putting in the effort and not seeing the results i guess... i dun mind if i did super badly for the paper if my zuo wen did ok cos i really studied super hard for it lah... budden turned out zuo wen did badly oso... haihz... oh wells... i felt like giving up on chi totally lah... but char and lao shi kinda encouraged me to keep trying... i guess when ur so lousy the only thing tt can happen is to improve... i think i really suck at comforting pple... as in really... like today was trying to comfort nok cos they drew again budden dun think i really gave him any comfort... wad kinda gf am i oh wells... anyway... char and i stayed back with marcus to watch tpjc vs acjc... was hoping tt maybe ill see some mg girls but none came haha... less then ten ac supporters lor... oh wells... maybe cos they suck haha... oops... den like three quarters thru the match char and i got really super bored so we left to go canteen and sit arnd and chat haha... oh wells... i just realised tt we abandoned marcus totally... oh dear... feel qt bad now... hmm better msg him since being msged makes him so happy haha... so char and i just sat in the canteen slacking for qt long haha... den the bus came back with the bballers and the hockers... when the bus came in char and i were like "oh no they lost" cos they all looked so sad... den like all the hockey guys like sad sad... and all the bball girls crying and stuff... and den daniel comes out looking happy like anything... we asked him if they lost and he was like "yeah! by 5 pts" den he was like smiling and laughing haha... madness lah he... he say is cos there are more impt things in life than bball... haha... char and i were like rolling our eyes haha... its so typical of him to say tt... but some of his bball frens were oso qt happy just eating... i think eating makes all this kinda guys happy again... and like the bball girls were like just crying and crying and the guys were eating and laughing and the hockey guys went to watch soccer and shout insults at the opposing team... everyone has their own way of dealing with sadness i guess... i went library today with char... saw so many books i feel like reading... maybe tml during break ill go and borrow haha... was tokking to char abt it and yeah i think i do like reading books nowadays not so much for the plot but the quality of the prose haha,... oh manz... char said it sounded qt gross... but really leh... i think if a book has a phrase tt moves me or is well crafted it makes the whole book worthwhile haha... think im abit mad lah but its true... tts y i love hardy... cos his language is just wonderful haha... i read den like in dream land hehe... oh wells better stop tokking abt this now else everyone think im more wierd than they already think i am... sighz... i dunno y pple still wanna tok to me haha... i think im really wierd... but i think wierd is a not nice word... its like so wad... puts pple in a box and like once someone is wierd den wun wanna get too close else ull be seen as wierd too... qt bad lah but i think i do it alot... as in think tt pple are wierd lah... qt bad... but den again i somehow can see all my weaknesses but just dun change one... craps... oh wells... this is kinda depressing haha... oops... now i am staring at alfreds waterbottle haha... he left in sch den called me to help him get... dunno y he called me oso din even noe he had my number but i brought it for him anyway haha... oh crap shld have given it to glenn hmm nvm lah... oh no! tml got pw... waste of time again! its like worse than gp lah... i mean my grp is fine just tt i think its super boring hiahz... we had some mass lect for pw today and we were all chatting away... my corner of the pt anyway haha... oh but the ang moh guy was super funny lah... laugh until i woke char up haha... cos char was sleeping leaning against my shoulder i realised i bc alot more les since i got into jc haha... oops oh wells its like 930 but im so tired amybe ill sleep ealy today haha